不早了?
// October 16th, 2008 // No Comments » // Life
慢慢的, 以前的日子又要开始了, 慢慢的重新接手OMY的revamp . 寄希望在年底能够顺利的live. 相对前次 这次还是比较复杂的.
晚上回家的时候电梯里碰到了kumar, 劈头盖脸头一句就是 ：‘how is your marriage plan?’ 我当场愣了下, 我说这位老兄也太关心我的人生大事了一点, 记得很早的时候聊天他就狠狠的批评了我的态度, 还摆出了一堆堆结婚生子的道理, 平且拿自己做例子大讲特将. 催促着我考虑个人问题. 今天更是无厘头问我marriage plan, 我讪讪的笑笑, 为了把这个话题扼杀在摇篮中 我一反之前的论点跟他开玩笑说 i am seeking every day.
回家的地铁上, 找了一个靠玻璃的位置, 看着不算拥挤的车厢, 突然心里一阵感慨, 难道真的不早了? 来新的3年似乎已经习惯了独自一个人的生活, 如果说当初来做新加坡的决定有一部分是想躲开那些不想看见的城市, 用完全陌生的环境来充实自己的生活, 那么现在的确足够我去忘记过去的不愉快, 开始考虑我的下一站了? 回头看看这3年的生活, 的确有些脱胎换骨的感觉, 有时想想之前的自己有时候的确是够幼稚的, 就像一条长长的时间线 一步步走来, 或许以后的自己也会回头嘲笑自己现在幼稚把.
朱Sir 回温州了, 在新学习一年的他终于可以回家好好过过好日子了, 老实说有些遗憾的, 这一年一直在忙自己的事情, 跟朱Sir见面的机会也不多. 也没怎么好好玩一下. 几天后朱Sir 用QQ发来了句话, 回家后感觉还是家里好, 他这样的岁数已经不适合在外面飘了. 突然让我一阵感慨, 让我想起了高中朱sir当我物理老师的时候, 朱Sir 的名字跟我的名字温州话的叫法几乎一样,所以我印象特别深刻, 而且生肖都一样, 整整比我们这一批大一轮他跟我们高中的几个却混的很熟. 一晃已经是10年前的事情了.再过一年差不多就是真的要一轮了. 人生真是有任何可能.
老实说突然这样静下来这样想自己的事情的时候还真不多见… Danny Fernandes 的这首 never again 百听不厌.
Baby stop and think about it
Tell me where did we go wrong
How did it end like this
Can we work it out, I doubt it
We did all we could
And baby I can’t go on like this
I never did you wrong your trippin’
Listening to your friends and all the bullshit they had to say
It’s like they loved you more than I did
So baby roll with’ your crew
And do what you gotta’ do because
I never wanna kiss you again
Never wanna walk through the park holding your hand
No more talking all night until the early morning
It’s such a shame to say that we’ll never be the same… again
Baby stop and think about it
You lied to me, lied to me
Baby stop and think about it
You lied to me, lied to me
The love we once shared girl no longer
It no longer remains and now it’s harder, the pain because
She never really knew she wondered
Was she being untrue or was I being a fool because
I’m gone and I’m never coming home
So baby don’t call cause I won’t answer the phone
Stay out of my life baby just leave me alone
And it’s such a shame to say that we’ll never be the same
I never wanna kiss you again
Never wanna walk through the park holding your hand
No more talking all night until the early morning
It’s such a shame to say that we’ll never be the same… again
Baby stop and think about it
You lied to me, lied to me
Girl you told me you’d be there for me
Promised that you’d never leave
You lied to me
Now I’m closing the door
Put my heart on the floor
I don’t love you no more
That’s why I
I never wanna kiss you again
Never wanna walk through the park holding your hand
No more talking all night until the early morning
It’s such a shame to say that we’ll never be the same… again
